I submitted and article to thought catalog. Originally I didn't like the idea of sharing it on my blog that I've done this because then it'll be super obvious things didn't work out when I don't mention it again. But I feel like this is something I need to document, I need to document my failures so the resonate and I can build off them. So weather or not this piece goes up. I submitted it. I had the courage to submit it, and be honest about a lot of thing in it as well. And if it goes up I will share with the people I love because I need to start being ballsy like that.
I'm not going to give up on this.