Today was better emotional wise. I don't know why I've been at this breaking point lately. Where I'm on the verge of tears, it just takes me several moments to close my eyes and let it happen. I can't waste any more time doing that though. It's ridiculous. No one in this world is shedding a single tear for me so what the fuck am I doing? Exactly, wasting time.
It's just very unlike me, to cry. At all. And I enjoyed being that type of person, but I think that hardness is wearing off.
I have a lot of things to be happy for that I need to remember or have someone hit me over the head to remember.
Bahamas needs to come sooner, that will give me the ultimate relaxation. I couldn't imagine anything better.